For those not familiar with my cat Milo, please check out my prior blog post about him here. https://drbrunke.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/matters-of-the-heart/
Milo turned 14 earlier this year, but had been slowly declining in health over the last few months. I had noticed he was drinking more and urinating more. He began to lose body weight, but was still happy, interactive, and eating. He also would have sneezing fits of 10-50 sneezes at a time.
In the last 4 weeks, he began to have trouble breathing, and would make a sound close to a snore when awake. I debated taking him to work for tests, but he would stress out about it. I also knew that he could not undergo anesthesia for a CT scan or biopsy due to his heart. Additionally, he could not be medicated, since any attempt to do so in the past was too much stress for his heart condition.
Given his signs, I was suspicious of a nasal tumor.
So, I waited. I kept his food bowl full and he would interact happily with Adelaide and Penny.
I was away last week for training, and he stayed at home with my pet sitter. We had previously discussed that if he went into acute crisis that he would be euthanized without me there. I did this for one reason, Milo’s best interest.
Shortly after arriving home Sunday, I found Milo having trouble breathing. I tried to relax him, but he was struggling. I dropped everything and took him to the hospital where I sedated him. Once he relaxed, I could appreciate a mass invading his skull.
I then humanely euthanized him, letting him be at peace.
While letting him go was difficult, it was absolutely the right decision for him and me. Diagnosing or treating his tumor would be near impossible given his heart condition, and it would not be fair to Milo to put him through that.
I am very thankful for all the lessons I learned from him. To take a chance, to give things time, and that not all the patients read the books nor follow rules. Milo lived thirteen years longer than he should have. Those years were full of fun, eating, playing, and hunting. In the end, his heart was still strong and that is the message I appreciate most of all.